Devils on my shoulders

how could i have doubt on someone who love me with all her heart for all these years? how could one guy change all my believe-system and make me a paranoia. I look myself in the mirror and i can see two devils on my shoulders, not angel. Whispering, casting all the jelousy, hatred and doubt upon my heart, inside my head. So i sit on this prayer mat, holding my two hands together and pray to HIM.

Wife that i never had

i have a roommate who always nagging about this and that as soon as i get back home. I mean, COME ON!!! if u gonna tell me smthing that i've already knew, just say it to me in the next day while we r having breakfast on the bed. Shall we sweety??

Will you be my girlfriend?

it hurts, but i can't do anything about it. my gf is in a anak angkat programm in besut. when her foster parent ask her about boyfriend, she just said only fren. which means no bf, not in a serious relationship. in one hand, i know i shouldnt make a big story out of it, but in the other hand, i just dont understand what she's doing. how good enuf should i be until smone proudly admit me as her

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If people ask, i would say i like Germany better than Malaysia. No No No...this is not a story of a spoiled malay living in a city of bullet train. I said bcoz of two ugly words. Old...and respect. I am among the oldest (batch-wise) students in Germany. Therefore, i do most of the time gain respect (just lack of admiration) from the younger one. People at least listen and try to agree. In