Will you be my girlfriend?

it hurts, but i can't do anything about it. my gf is in a anak angkat programm in besut. when her foster parent ask her about boyfriend, she just said only fren. which means no bf, not in a serious relationship. in one hand, i know i shouldnt make a big story out of it, but in the other hand, i just dont understand what she's doing. how good enuf should i be until smone proudly admit me as her